i wear a mask

when i wear a mask, others dont recognize me. it hides our feelings and shows the good side. But deep down I suffer, loved ones die and the ones alive don't notice that deep down I'm suffering till death, you might say why does she smile every day: I'll answer that right now I smile to hide my pain my heart beats slower every day I miss my fallen soldiers and need love from my friends. mom is here, daddy left but I  love them till death I smile to hide my pain.